Depression Marathon Blog

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Diagnosed with depression 17 years ago, I lost the life I once knew, but in the process re-created a better me. I am alive and functional today because of my dog, my treatment team, my sobriety, and my willingness to re-create myself within the confines of this illness. I hate the illness, but I'm grateful for the person I've become and the opportunities I've seized because of it. I hope writing a depression blog will reduce stigma and improve the understanding and treatment of people with mental illness. All original content copyright to me: etta. Enjoy your visit!

Tuesday, January 22, 2008

sometimes it's best not to know

today is a rough, rough day.
I immersed myself in new information from a past hurt.
I knew I was stepping ever closer to the precipice of despair with each new revelation
but onward, ho!

onward, hole...big, black, sucking hole.
dumb.

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